JiAeN

QI SI REN

2001-10-03T01:54:23Z

c lah c lah..they still reading my lj....really irritaing ok... JUST B'COZ I DUN DO THAT TO THEM...THEY DUNNO HOW I FEEL...N THEY R SO THE INSENSITIVE..TEASE UNTIL SOOOOOO THE GUO FEN...!!!!...I'M NOT BEHAVING LIKE I'M ANGRY....BUT I'M REALLY FUMING IN THERE.!!!!!

AGGGGGHHH!

2001-10-03T01:29:08Z

sheesh...Doesnt ili n charis ....sheesh...tell them dun read still pian pian muz read....cant stand them...very the wad....c me shooo nice..go n take advantage of my niceness....so irritaing....

Hai .....Sum ppl got PrObLem..one.....

2001-10-03T01:14:33Z

sighz..ppl like Charis...sho the wad one..egoistic sia....
hmmm....type this now every the dangerous lehz....she's sitting rite next to me....

Sheesh

2001-09-26T01:38:39Z

Charis thinks that i'm always toking abt Sheena dis Sheena that n is avoiding me. Betcha me blocked me in msn....lalalaalaa...wonda wad happened to her...but aniwae...if she wans to think of me like that, let her think lorz...mebbe i should overcome this problem the same way as i overcomed the Jema problem. But i seem to b more affected by this than wad JEma said abt me...y? Jema has been my live-long fren..n i believe that she'll always be. Charis has only been my fren since this yr...so y should i b so affected...mebbe i should just tok less abt Sheena..but just because of this xiao qi things, she gets angry wif me. Shrug..i dunno lahz...but i think i shouldnt b too affected by wad she thinks of me..n overcome this problem the way i overcomed the Jema problem.

hehe...

2001-09-21T14:33:52Z

haha..school was so interesting todae....Sheena Chyi Lyn n i exchanged secrets. den those two were blushing like a big red BRIGHT apple!!!! haha...sheesh..so many ppl noes my secrets liaoz..so irritaing...sianz...study again! byez

frenz...continuation...

2001-09-19T09:58:06Z

aiya...everything seems not to b going my way this week...agh..it's so depressing n irritating. Charis n Ili r so insensitive..cant c that i'm sudden;y very quiet..still keep teasing me...n to add to my irritation, they cum up with sum stupid name...garis...smth like that. And Jema... she was angry when i pryed into her business wif Timo n now she's trying to pry into mine...sighz...my 'bez fren' is doing this to me. So should i even consider her a fren or not? I dun wanna think her as an enemy..but she's being very insensitive here too. She's critisizing me abt everything...n all my bez frens see, to b supporting her..the whole world is going against me..EVERYONE..all except Justus. Glad God put him in my life..or i think i would haf jumped by now...sighz..y does all these hafta happen to me? not anyone else? Life is so unfair..wish i was never born..just wish...........
Cant stand it any longer...I'm not hurt..I'm far fm hurt..Far WORSE than hurt. This isnt the first time they've said this...i noe i've been childish...but they nv seem to c me trying to b the fren the wan me to b ...it's so unfair..cant i b like Lydia or HUili or Jema..? The kind of PERFECT fren they wan?

Frenz..sighz..

2001-09-19T02:04:57Z

Sheesh...frenz...agggh..they're driving me crazy...first there's Jema accusing me of things i dint do...n charis n ili r gone crazy...keep trying to pry info out of me...when it's actually none of their business..go n critisize prps when i dint even critisize their schools..mad man....
wadeva...that thing that Jema accused me abt...she told Justus abt it n he wasnt supposed to....it really hurts me when i noe that she actually said such things abt me...it's like she has been my bez fren since birth...n she's saeing things like that...
it's not the first time she's been like that..sighz..continue later...